Reflection on 2011

So 2011 has seen so many things happen in my life, some good, some bad and some that just hurt. I've learnt a lot from the goings on of this year and I believe I am a stronger person as a result of this year. 

I've lost friends, I've gained friends and I've learnt who are the friends that I can turn too in need - and I've been quite shocked by some of my findings on the friendship front. I've learnt that although you think someone is a close friend that person may not share your feelings and I've lost a few of these 'friends' this year. I've also discovered that friendships can spring from the strangest of places and these have actually shown to be true and genuine friendships throughout 2011 :) 
As we leave 2011 behind and go into 2012, I am so appreciative of the friends I take forward with me and I although bittersweet I leave behind the people I once believed to be friends. 
2011 has brought a lot of changes for our family health wise too, it started with me having my gallbladder removed and being left with some damage to bile ducts which was causing liver problems, then being diagnosed with a hiatus hernia too. Eve this year has had 2 balloon dilations and been put back on her reflux meds. Libby has had Several diagnosis' this year, we've found out she has sensory processing disorder, amongst a few other issues and we are still waiting to hear about her having high functioning aspergers/autism. As we enter 2012 we are also waiting to find out if Eve is having hearing difficulties - the appointment is january 18th so not too much longer to wait for that news. 
2012 is the year when Luca and I plan to renew our wedding vows and have a fresh start in our relationship by putting aside the misgivings and mistakes of the past and go forward together stronger than ever. 
2011 is the year that tried its hardest to break me, it is also the year that failed because I cannot be broken :) I have faced and overcome far too much to be brought down. I have faced so much this year - suicidal tendencies, surgery, depression, lost friendships, marriage breakdown and many health issues, but I am emerging stronger than ever and more than ready to face whatever 2012 has to throw my way :) 
Bring it on!!!