Reflection on 2013!

So apparently 2011 and 2012 did their very best to break me, 2013 tried that little bit harder again and very almost succeeded!! Maybe now life will finally have realised that I cannot and will not be broken!! 

This year we had a holiday, the girls had a surprise birthday party, my sister got engaged, we discovered Buddhas and we made some pretty amazing friends too. 

Both of us have been on a journey to self discovery this year, the hubby has found himself enlightened, he's become more easy going, less tense, less snappy, an all round calmer and more placid person. 

I've had my own journey this year, I've been to rock bottom, I've found myself lower than I've ever felt before, believing the only way out was death and not caring how I achieved that goal. Thankfully I sought help, professional help before I managed to succeed in something awful and impossible to undo. 

I have faced my worst fears and I have come to realise and understand that I have the power within myself to be stronger and braver than I ever believed was possible, the biggest lesson I've learnt this year is that I am worthy and I am enough! I am worthy of love, the love others give to me and the love I'm learning to give myself too, and I am enough just the way I am, I am good enough, I am brave enough and I am strong enough to be the person I was always meant to be. I want to make 2014 my year, a year of self discovery, self love, self care and the year I finally get myself a puppy ;-) x